Tuesday, December 27, 2011
He is here!
The long trial up to this point was so worth it. We have another healthy baby who is blessing us already. The months of bed rest were torture but they are over and we are moving with our new normal!!
(I was able to do it without an epidural! It is something I really wanted to do. Not sure if I will do it again or not!)
Tuesday, December 6, 2011
Luke is 5!
Luke turned 5 on October 7th. For his birthday he and Seth went camping on our property with one of Seth's friends who has a 11 year old son who is great with Luke. It is who Luke wanted to come and they made it work! The guys camped and ate hotdogs and rode 4 wheelers and played with the dogs. The next day Seth and Luke got to bushhog the property with Uncle Rob's tractor. I think it was the perfect birthday for our little man.
I made a pirate sword cake and decorated it with pirates and "gold" coins. My parents came over for dinner and cake. We kept the thing low key since I was on bed rest. Luke didn't seem to mind at all and had a great time.
Luke is our little man. We've been calling him that forever. (We also call him Lukerpants but I don't remember how that got started!) He is such a first born. He loves to be a leader. He plays great with Claire and John and they want to be with him. He loves to learn and be read to. Right now he also loves to write so he practices a lot. He is sensitive yet brave and courageous. Don't mess with his sister or he will take you down! (I wouldn't recommend messing with his brother either!) He is dependable, funny, curious, inquisitive, thoughtful and full of love. He will tell you he loves you anytime, just because. He is our Lightgiver and we thank the Lord everyday for such a wonderful son.
Saturday, December 3, 2011
Off bed rest!
Still need more time to reflect on what has really happened the last 2 1/2 months.
Thursday, November 10, 2011
R.I.P. Chestnut
We noticed on the previous Wednesday that she wasn't opening her right eye. I assumed she had an eye infection or something. Seth took her to the vet on Thursday and she had a fever and had lost weight. He got some meds for her. But, while he was there she started limping on her back right leg. We were used to her limping on her back left leg because she had a bad hip. Also, they found skin lesions we hadn't noticed before.
Friday night when Seth took the dogs out before bed she was walking like she couldn't see. She walked into the Jeep and her bowl. Totally not like her.
Saturday morning Seth took her back to the vet and an x-ray was done. She had blasto everywhere. Blasto is some kind of infection (Seth knows the details not me!). Since it was everywhere there was no hope. The vet said we could try to treat her but there was no guarantee of anything. The humane thing to do was to put her down.
So, Saturday afternoon Seth and Luke went and dug a hole out on our property. Then late afternoon the vet came to our house and took her out of her misery. We then all loaded up as a family and took her to the property and said our last good-byes and buried her. I still cry thinking of it. I really thought she would just get old and we would have to put her down but it would be a slow process. 3 days is all we had and it was fast and I didn't expect it to end like that.
Chestnut was crazy! She was scared of fireworks, storms, balloons, guns (real and toy)! But, she was our dog. We got her 1 year after we got Whitefield so they both came before the kids. We walked or ran everyday till Claire came along. Then I couldn't do as much. She loved to play frisbee and chase a tennis ball. She loved to cuddle between your legs. She also loved to have her face buried in you somewhere while you loved on her! She slept on my side of the bed and now it is empty. She was great with the kids and let them do just about anything to her.
We loved her and still talk about her. Today we were talking about how she sang with the harmonica and it sounded like she was crying!!! Luke will remember her and this time but I'm not sure Claire will. We are even happier that we have Dixie now. Whitefield seems totally fine and him and Dixie and definitely pals now.
RIP Chestnut! (April 2004 - November 2011)
Thursday, October 6, 2011
Well, life has taken a turn
On Sept. 20th I went to the doc for an ultrasound and was apparently having contractions. My doctor sent me to the hospital to be monitored. After being there for 3 hours or so I came home with some meds, Procardia every 6 hours. Wednesday, the 21st, went fine till evening and the contractions started again. I called the doctor and we took more meds but they wouldn't stop. We went back to the hospital and stayed the night. I finally came home Thursday afternoon and was on bedrest with my meds every 4 hours. That is where we are today, 2 weeks later.
I can get water, take a shower and throw something in the microwave but that is all. I can't pick up and hold my kids. This isn't too big for Luke and Claire as I wasn't holding them much anymore. But, John, my baby, was always on my hip! (maybe that is why is still isn't walking!!) I can't get him out of bed. I can't put him down for a nap. I can't give the kids baths. I can occasionally change a diaper but not really. I miss my snuggle bug. The big kids climb on the couch or into bed in the morning and snuggle up but John can't really do that. The couch and bed are too much fun for him and he hasn't figured out how to get off gracefully. This leads to some emotional times as one can imagine with a pregnant momma not able to hold her current baby!
But, the Lord is blessing us in incredible ways. My sister-in-law, Tara, set up a meal calendar so we have meals coming 4 nights a week with leftovers covering the other times. We also know many homeschooling families with older daughters (ages 12-15) who are coming during the day to watch/play/hold the kids. They are all lovely and kind and doing great.
Seth is taking the real beating. He has to get John ready each morning, cook breakfast and manage kitchen stuff at the other meals. He still has to walk or run the dogs every morning. Oh, and then he goes to the office for 8+ hours to be a doctor! He is AMAZING!!!! I feel helpless and like a bum but he encourages me to keep resting so our little one will be healthy and strong.
I'm also keeping a list of what I'm learning during this bedrest thing. Maybe I will write a little something once it is over. We are trying to do a photo journal type thing too of all those who are helping us. We hope that in early January we can have a HUGE party for everyone who helped us and then show all the pics.
I am reading to make the time pass. It really isn't too boring most of the time as the kids are all around and I am on the couch so I can read to them and talk to them and things. I have read "The Screwtape Letters" and "Little Women". I'm now onto "Little Men" as I just found out it is a sequel to LW.
In the end, I'm doing well with no more contractions. Baby Barnabas is healthy and growing every day. I go to the doc every week for a cervical length ultrasound and a shot. We manage how we can and are in survival mode. I have about 9 weeks left and then should be 36 weeks and off bedrest. I figure 9 weeks isn't much at all in the grand scheme of life or even a pregnancy! Plus, I want to bring my little one home if the Lord so blesses us!!!
Wednesday, September 14, 2011
Claire quote and John sounds!
John is all about animal sounds these days. He loves the cow and lion. Really, he just wants to growl so he will do it for most animals!!
Monday, September 12, 2011
let the shots begin
Wednesday, September 7, 2011
the tying of shoes
Friday, August 26, 2011
tractors
John is so fun to watch. He loves things with wheels, but especially the tractors. He crawls around pushing them up and down the hall and around the living room and foyer. Seth and I just love to watch him work and make his tractor noise! (Luke has never really made car/tractor noises so it is great fun listening to John!)
Thursday, August 25, 2011
Friday, August 19, 2011
Claire is 3!
It is sooooo much fun having a girl. She laughs like a girl and is shy like a girl! She is also very carefree. We call her our playful one. She likes to wear long skirts like mom. She plays that she has to go to work at the office or hosptial like dad. She wants to tuck her shirt in or play bad guy like Luke! She wants to mother John. We tell her she is a little lady and how ladies should act. We tell her that Luke is there to help protect her just like mom and dad. She loves it and does very well accepting help from Luke. She is learning to submit to her parents and a little to her brother, but we are also teaching her to respect her brothers. She understands so much it is kind of scary!
We had her birthday party on the 18th. Her birthday is the 22nd, but the 18th worked best. We let her pick dinner. We had mac-n-cheese (store bought, powder cheese kind), Cheez-it crackers and raisins. Seth brought her flowers which she went crazy over! We got her a Josephina doll and the boys got her some purple finger nail polish.
We love our girlie, but not prissy, sweet, playful, carefree, bright, shining and gentle little lady!
Wednesday, August 17, 2011
just a glimpse into life these days
The kids are big talkers. Once they are in bed we get to talk some but we both just enjoy the silence. Plus, Seth is more of the morning guy and I'm a night owl. We make it work a lot but most days he is asleep on the couch at night and I sleep in the morning.
I may have to take up emailing him more often and then we can just go over highlights when necessary!
Thursday, August 11, 2011
time, it's all she really wants!
Seth takes Claire for ice cream. She doesn't eat a lot but she will talk about the time with dad for days and days and days! She just wants us to be with her!
the first phrase
Love all my kids and their individual personalities!
Monday, August 8, 2011
The reveal!
Well, we are for certain now. We are having another BOY! We are super duper excited. We will name him Barnabas George. We loved the name Barnabas when I was pregnant with Claire. We still love it and are going back to it. George is also a great name and is the last name of our friend and favorite singer, Nathan Clark George. We are also friends with his parents whose church we attended for a year the 1st year of Med school.
So excited the Lord is blessing us with another son!!!
Monday, July 25, 2011
some days take chemicals!
Thankful for my husband who went a got me a Coke at lunch since we had none!!
Sunday, July 24, 2011
out for ice cream with dad
Tuesday, July 19, 2011
got that look again
Anyway, dad says that we, pointing to Tara and me, are both expecting. Well, we got "the look". You know, the "are you crazy" look or you could call it "you have enough and I will look down on you" look. Tara looked at me and said "I hate that look". I agree. People think we are nuts to want kids. Our kids were totally behaving and eating their dinners and not crying or throwing things or yelling or anything. I don't get it, yet I do. Children are not seen as a blessing. Maybe a necessity to have 1 or 2 or something, but definitely not more on purpose.
The Bible calls children a blessing and arrows to fight with (Psalm 127). We are fighting a war (Eph 6). I want to train arrows to fight for THE King who sits on HIS throne. We pray the Lord continues to bless us with children. If he chooses not to we will still praise Him!
Monday, July 18, 2011
a quote from "Anne of Avonlea" (just finished it)
"What are you thinking of , Anne?" asked Gilbert, coming down the walk....
"Of Miss Lavendar and Mr. Irving," answered Anne dreamily. "Isn't it beautiful to think how everything has turned out....how they have together again after all the years of separation and misunderstanding?"
"Yes, it's beautiful," said Gilbert, looking steadily down into Anne's uplifted face, "but wouldn't it have been more beautiful still, Anne, if there had been no separation or misunderstaning...if they had come hand in hand all the way through life, with no memories behind them but those which belonged to each other?"
Thankful for great books!
Thankful for a most wonderful husband who has shared my life with me for so long. We have truly grown up together and I LOVE him more and more and more!!!
Sunday, July 17, 2011
Our week alone
We did a 2 day trip to Springfield, great visit.
We got biscuits on Thursday morning and our normal donuts on Saturday.
We've walked natural with mom and kerri and the boys.
We went swimming at mom and dad's and played with cousins.
We are going to Mt. Vernon to check on a couple things and then maybe eat at Sonic!
Hopefully we will get to have breakfast with Nanny on Tuesday morning.
Can't wait for Tuesday night when Seth finally gets home!
Our Gilley visit
While there we were also able to go to MIC at church. I must admit this isn't my favorite thing, but we got to see other old friends and their kids and see how all have grown. We hadn't been back to church there in 2 years. Most people didn't know we even had John and no one had seen him.
It was a great visit and it left us wanting more which is the best way to end a visit!
Of course, with 5 kids 4 and under there were no pictures taken. We just enjoyed all the moments!
Thursday, July 14, 2011
finger nail polish...
Well, Claire is a bit obsessed with the finger nail polish thing now since we painted her toes. I've found her in my bathroom with the polish that I had forgotten was in my drawer. Luckily, until today, she hadn't opened any. I thought I had moved it all but she found another one today, and yes it was a nice deep, bright blue! Luckily I have tile in my bathroom and the finger nail polish remover did a great job. I should have taken pictures of the floor and her foot but at the time that wasn't what I wanted to do!!
But, it does remind me of myself! When I was about Claire's age I got into my mom's pink finger nail polish and got it all over her sewing machine. It didn't come off. In fact, I can still go see it today!
Claire is such a sweet girl and was only disciplined for being in our room not the accident with the polish!
I LOVE HER even now and I LOVE she wants to be a girl!!!!!
Monday, July 11, 2011
Saturday, July 9, 2011
well, we may know
painted toes!
Tuesday, July 5, 2011
4th of July 2011 - grillin' out, 4 wheelers and guns!
We headed back to our house about 9pm and watched the fireworks from our front yard. Pretty much a perfect 4th of July!
some great memories:
1. Joe Branch ~11years old, coming inside the house and sitting down and playing with John, just because
2. Seeing Claire sitting on Danielle's lap (Danielle is 13)
3. Hearing Bryce call for Luke when he was ready to drive the lawn mower and trailer to take the guns back in the field! (Bryce is 10 1/2)
healthy snacks and some freezer cooking
Thursday, June 30, 2011
a treat
Today I was able to run out with my mom and get some fabric. Seth is off on Thursday afternoons so he was home with the kiddos. My mom is going to make me some skirts that will grow with me and a matching dress for Claire.
Tonight we are all going to go swim at my parent's house. What a great way to get ready for a long weekend!
Tuesday, June 28, 2011
Homeschool conference
We got to enjoy the time with Rob and Tara and the Griffith family.
We also got to have time without the kids. It was much needed and will happen again!
Monday, June 20, 2011
family games and inside jokes!
Seth started this thing about food or random animals in the kids' armpits and belly buttons. Not sure where he came up with it but the kids love it. We have mac-n-cheese or raccoons or dragons or popcorn or whatever else you can think of pop up in armpits and belly buttons! So we do armpit checks! :-) This happens a lot at meal times. So Seth or one of the kids will say "armpit check" and then the arms go up! It is quite fun. Well, the other day we were doing it and John put his arms up too! It was great. He does it with one or both arms every time now and Luke and Claire love it and tickle him and he laughs.
Another one is check to make sure bellies are soft. Seth does this one to the kids too. He makes sure their bellies are soft enought to eat or play outside or play blocks or whatever. The other day Claire went with me to the doctor. She was asked something about my belly (we were hearing the heartbeat of the baby) and Claire says "no, mommy's belly is too soft"! The NP didn't get it, but I did and it was great. Love her!!
thankful for
- a husband who makes up games for our family
- kids who love to play the games
- a little one who wants to join the fun
Sunday, June 19, 2011
Monday, June 13, 2011
Anniversary - 13
13 years on the 13th -- fun, fun!
what happens?!
We went swimming at mom and dad's the other day. the kids LOVED it. Claire and Luke had floaties and wouldn't let us hold on to them! They did amazing. John loved his little raft. We had a great family night.
We also got another 4 wheeler. This one is a 90 and it is for Luke. He now has a real 4 wheeler to take out to the property with Seth's 4 wheeler. He is in heaven.
Also, last week they started building the house across the street. Luke came running in last monday screaming about the excavator coming down the road. Needless to say, we had 3 days of entertainment! Luke got to ride on the excavator and fill a dump truck. He also got a nail apron and got to watch a bunch of concrete be poured for the basement. The man in charge was so wonderful and answered Luke's questions and showed him all sorts of things. It was a great time! We are looking forward to the next step of the house and the next big machines we get to see!
Friday, May 27, 2011
Thursday, May 26, 2011
heartbeat
Now we just continue to pray for the little one that he/she will continue to grow and all goes well, knowing the Lord is in control.
Thursday, May 12, 2011
Another Blessing!
Some signs that things may be going well: I've burned the bacon. I did that when pregnant with the Luke and Claire. I totally messed up biscuits that I've made many times before. My cooking seems to go for a while when I'm pregnant and things have worked out so we are seeing this as positive! Also, my thyroid was off so that is also a sign that this may be a healthy pregnancy.
We can't wait to meet our new little one!!! We love him/her already!
Tuesday, May 10, 2011
still trying to get up early
Wednesday, May 4, 2011
A new way to start a day
We are kind of stuck in our room if we don't want the kids up because the dogs are in our room and get loud once we leave or if they leave the room! We have a coffee pot in our room and will probably get a mini refrigerator! It is our little parent hang out! I'm excited to have this time to talk with Seth or get things done or just read on my own.
Luke was in our room a little after 6am and Claire followed closely behind. The great news was I was ready for the day and most the ironing had been done. I haven't had this dread all day of when would I gake care of things. I know I have an hour or so in the morning to knock out something and then everything else will fall into place!
Thankful for:
--my wonderful, encouraging husband who doesn't mind helping me get up early because I need help!
--the sunshine
--having the Bible read to me by my husband while I iron -- sure seems to fit the biblical model for both of us!
Monday, May 2, 2011
And a new day begins - contentment in all
We all rested well last night and slept till after 6:30!
I'm reminded again that staying on the kids right away for disobedience actually limits the disobedience even when it seems the discipline is a hassle. Don't just talk, do it! That is an cheer for myself.
Also, I'm feeling content in our children. We have wanted children forever and it took a while for it to happen. When Luke was born I couldn't wait for the next. When Claire was born I couldn't wait for the next. When John was born I couldn't wait for the next. We still would love more. But, I am finally happy with the blessing we have. If the Lord doesn't bless us with more I'm ok with that. This is a great place to be!
Thankful for
--my children obeying better after a couple rounds
--rest
--rain that makes things grow
--the Lord giving me contentment and me finally accepting it!
Friday, April 29, 2011
It just happens
Today, all 3 kids and 3 dogs were up by 6:10am. I was already out of bed and Seth, of course, was up and reading in the living room. The big kids went straight outside since it wasn't raining!!! I made a hot drink and never got to taste it. Seems that is how days go. Then I had a bit of a breakdown during breakfast. I'm pretty sure that is my first non-pregnant one so that is something to be thankful for. My husband did all he could to comfort me and he is the best! He even made some decaf coffee for me before he left for work. I'm enjoying it now.
Thankful for
--sunshine
--Irish Cream coffee
--kids resting (John was back down for a nap by 8am)
--kids learning to build and play without help
sewing 101 - a belt
Friday, April 8, 2011
In which we enjoy the weather
Wednesday, March 16, 2011
Indian Food
thankful for
--a crockpot
--my wonderful husband going to Wal Mart during his lunch to get me coconut milk for the meal
--the kids liking rice, our meal potential has now exploded!
--leftovers - had the food for lunch today and will still get it again later this week!
Monday, March 14, 2011
Thursday, March 10, 2011
trash day thoughts!
Anyway, the kids help with the trash. They help me get the trash from the bathrooms and the diapers from the Diaper Genie. This week Luke helped even more. He hopped on his 4 wheeler and loaded up the extra bags in the garage and took them to the end of the drive while Seth took the garbage can out. Later he backed the 4 wheeler up to the door and we tossed on one more bag and the diapers. He drove them out for me. Later, he went out and brought the can back to the garage. What a great helper!!
Luke is getting so big and he LOVES to work and help. He is so proud to been of service and I was glad I didn't have to go out and leave the 3 kids inside for a minute. (They always seems to get extra excited when I step out for a second!!)
Thankful for:
--my husband who always takes the garbage can out
--Luke for doing the other trash
--Claire for running down the hall to grab a trash bag from a bathroom
Wednesday, March 9, 2011
some thoughts for today
Conversation with Claire today during John's bath:
me - "don't play in the water"
Claire - "pretend"
me - "pretend means not real"
Claire - "pretend real" - smile!
John is taking an afternoon nap. He didn't yesterday and I have a feeling we will be down to 1 nap sooner than I really want. Something about our boys and their lack of need for sleep!
Tuesday, March 8, 2011
shaker
Friday, March 4, 2011
the love of reading
I enjoy some fiction, the old stuff. I tried a newer book recently, but I just couldn't get going. And since I have to give up sleep to read anything, I decided it wasn't worth it. I also like to have a couple books going at a time. Right now I'm finishing up "Holiness of God" by Sproul. I also just started "Little Women" and a history overview of the Scottish Reformation time period.
The kids love books too. Luke has loved reading since he was born, or so it seems! Lately he doesn't mind it but would rather be working on something. Claire is in love with reading. I have to tell her many times that we have to stop. Who would have thought I would tell my kids "we can't read right now"!
We go to the library and check out a bunch. I finally created a list from some blog posts and from the Five in a Row curriculum so I could go in with good books to get instead of trying to find some with the kids.
I have also read most of the Narnia series to Luke. We are about 1/2 through the last book. I'm sure he doesn't remember a lot, but he is only 4! I haven't read them to Claire yet. I can't wait to read them again to the kids. Seth has been reading "Treasure Island" to us (mainly to Luke). They are going to start "The Swiss Family Robinson" next. Claire hasn't been into the "big" books yet. She will sit through some long ones but they have pictures. I'm not sure how to get her started since it is harder to get her and Luke to sit together for a long one!
I love that we are passing our love of reading on to our children. I pray that they will love words so they can love the Word. Reading is so important because that is what God gave us, His Word, and the kids must learn to love it.
Thankful for
--snuggling with Claire and reading some of her favorite books tonight
--reading the Narnia books with Luke
--reading the truck book and the animal books to John
--the Kindle, which helps limit the number of books we need to physically own since we have limited shelf space!
Tuesday, March 1, 2011
sickness again
Thankful for:
--kids who are well
--Luke resting on the couch
--John eating well even though he is sick
--Claire being concerned for her brothers
--getting to be home bodies!
Saturday, February 26, 2011
Crazy Daisies
Thursday, February 24, 2011
behind again
Tonight we are having some new friends over for dinner. Very exciting! We are having chicken and noodles, salad and bread. For dessert wer are having strawberry pie. It is a transition meal: warm for winter and refreshing for spring!
Thursday, February 10, 2011
"preetec me?"
We are teaching our children that boys/men protect girls/ladies/women. Luke knows it and Claire knows it.
If Claire get scared she will say "daddy preetec me?" and assure her he does and will. She also says/asks "Luke preetec me?" and we tell her he does too.
We were reading "The Silver Chair" the other day and Claire saw Puddleglum, Eustace and Rilian fighting the serpent and Jill watching. So Claire asked if Puddleglum protects her. I told her he would if necessary. She asked why. I told her because gentlemen protect ladies and she is a little lady. Now she says "Puddleglum preetec me, little lady".
I love my sweet, innocent, carefree, playful daughter. I pray she always remands this way living in the security of her father and brothers until the day she lives in the security of her husband.
thankful for:
- boys who want to protect
- a girl who wants to be protected
Friday, February 4, 2011
Happy Birthday Dad!
And, he loves my mom. -- can't ask for more than that as a kiddo!
hard and easy - but progress is seen
What keeps it all going is prayer and the encouraging words of my husband (who is amazing!).
Also, seeing progress is very helpful.
Luke is amazing in church now. We rarely need to correct/discipline him during the service. He is getting better at singing along and he always prays when we pray. He listens very well to the sermons without toys, books, or drawing. This is great to see and reminder that Claire and John will get there one day too.
Also, during the hard stretches in parenting, it is so nice to know that you have done this before and the child has stopped many of the past problems. This is great when the next child comes along and starts doing those same things. If I step back and think for a minute then I can remember that this too shall pass if I believe the Bible and love/discipline the child.
I'm thankful that my children:
- are so polite to each other and others
- encourage each other
- compliment other people
- are very hospitable
- love their daddy (i love him too!)
crazy week because of weather
Now it is Friday and nothing was accomplished this week. I guess this happens and it is ok. We are home now and maybe next time we will try our fireplace and see if it keeps us warm!
Sunday, January 30, 2011
starting the week off ahead
Now off to bracing for this major winter storm that is supposed to come, but I always wonder if it can be as bad as people think. We shall see!
Saturday, January 29, 2011
The orange Thomas t-shirt is now retired
Well, I did laundry the other day and washed "the" shirt. It was in our room in a basket to be put away. The next morning Luke needed clothes to wear and John was still sleeping so he went to our room to see what was available. He found the Thomas shirt, so he of course put it on. He put on a long sleeve shirt too since it was cold. He went to the living room and told Seth he had to change because the shirt kept riding up his belly and thus was too small. He then came to the room and told me the same thing.
I must admit I got a little teary-eyed. Luke LOVED that shirt and I will always remember him wearing it. (We had his 4 yr pics taken in it.) But, the shirt is now retired. It is one of those things that no one else will wear. I will save it. It may not last till he has children, but, I just can see putting anyone else in that shirt, the orange Thomas shirt.
Wednesday, January 19, 2011
New design
potty training
zipper pants
Saturday, January 15, 2011
My Review of Lamaze(R) Clutch Cube
Originally submitted at One Step Ahead
This is a very clever, high-quality clutch cube: satisfying to hold, intriguing to explore, just bursting with interesting fabrics, sounds, and activities. Includes clacking teethers, crinkles, rattle, and textures. (Can you find the secret peek-a-boo mirror?) Great stroller/travel toy, with handy ...
Love it!
Pros: Durable, Colorful and Fun, Holds Attention
Best Uses: Crawlers, Infants
Describe Yourself: Parent of Two or More Children
We bought this for our 7 month old. He loves it and will play with it forever. The best part is that is has many different things to play with, but it all stays together. You don't have to worry about lots of little toys scattered around. The rings stay attached and it makes fun noises. Plus, there is a tag on it, which seems to be my son's favorite part!
(legalese)
Body Instruments
So far we have: stomach piano, armpit guitar, upright foot (which is the favorite), belly harmonica. I think there might be more, but I can't remember them right now.
The kids go nuts and ask for them all the time.
I am grateful for a husband who is a great daddy.
Tuesday, January 11, 2011
Another day
The kids get so wound up they can't/don't listen to me. They feed off each other and I can't seem to get it stopped. I discipline but it seems they don't care. Finally, I got them to settle and then I fed John and put him to bed. Then I read to Luke and Claire and that helped them relax too. Now I need to wind down. I may have a soda. I should go to bed, but this is the quiet time of the day.
I love my children and all the life they bring to the house. It is just hard to have noise and talking all day. I need to remember what a gift they are and to be full of life like them. I don't need "my time". I must enjoy my children and teach them as they teach me.
Loving all three, Luke, Claire and John.
Loving my husband who works hard to provide and protect us.
Thursday, January 6, 2011
trying to make this a habit
Kids were a little crazy but at least they enjoy playing together. John loves to watch Luke and Claire run around.
We had Pizza Man for dinner which is a great treat.
Kids are in bed and now I can relax some and fold laundry!
Tuesday, January 4, 2011
Yesterday - Jan. 3. 2011
January 3, 2011 -- eleven years later
Why do I know this date? I don't know. I have the memory and can't seem to forget it.
Back in 2000 it was so sad and painful and surreal to have a miscarriage. I didn't know people had them. Since then we have had 2 more miscarriages and 3 precious children. Each year the memory actually gets harder. The more children we have and the older they get the sadder it is to think we have lost 3. Back then, I didn't know what I was missing. Now I know and it breaks my heart to think about it.
We named the 3 we lost -- Caleb, Hannah and Peter. I finally go a day or more without thinking about them. This is a recent development. I used to think about at least once a day. I wasn't dwelling on the past and wondering why. I just remembered.
I praise the Lord for the 3 little ones we have now and what a blessing they are to us.
NCG has a song that sums it all up "Oh my Child". The line that gets me every time is "It's hard to let just as soon as you know you've been given a life."